Scared and ready to jump

I am going to try and not ramble but I am going crazy and loosing my faith. My last period was September 3 and did not come again until October 17. According to glow I am 4 days left and my other tracker I have 16 days left. I went to the gym and I was not pregnant and they did an ultrasound I have a fibroids and a cyst. But she was not concerned. WHY THE HELL NOT!!

Could I be going through menepause?

I am loosing mind. Is it over for me? Will I ever be blessed to be a mom again.