I don’t know what’s happening...

Hi, so I usually don’t talk about what I’m going through but I’m really stumped right now. I feel so bad.

So, I found out I was pregnant October 3rd with my rainbow baby. My boyfriend and I are obviously super happy since we lost our angel back in April.

I don’t know if this is part of pregnancy but I literally can’t stand to be around my boyfriend anymore. It’s more than just an “annoyed about everything he does” type of thing.

Like, I feel no connection anymore. I don’t get butterflies anymore, I don’t like kissing him, I’m not excited when he gets home from work anymore, etc. I don’t feel a real emotional or physical connection with him and I don’t know why.

We had sex the other night (tmi, sorry)... & I just didn’t enjoy it. He isn’t bad at all in the sack but I don’t know why I couldn’t enjoy it.

Is this normal? Or am I really just not in love with him anymore or something?

I do want to talk to him about it but I’ve never been one to talk about how I feel because of my past. + he’s sleeping right now.