Am I bad for wanting my baby to come now?

I am 36 weeks today. At 32 weeks I went into labor, but did not dilate. The doctor was able to stop my contractions and after a week of being in the hospital I was finally able to go home (still pregnant). While my stay in the hospital the doctor was pretty positive baby was going to come so they gave me a bunch of steroids and medication to develop him quicker. These past few weeks have been so hard and uncomfortable I just want to have him already. Yes I know, he would be considered early, but at 37 weeks you are considered full term so...🤷🏼‍♀️. My baby is breech and my doctor won’t give me a c-section before 39 weeks (all though I don’t want one if I had to have one I wanted it to be December 6th (my grandmothers birthday)) I am due December 14. My dad has his fatherly senses and says baby will come this week.

What do y’all think am I bad for wanting to speed things up? Should I just suck it up and try and hang in there as long as I can?

By the way: I have been having some slight pains about the same or just a little less that what I had before I went into the hospital at 32 weeks. I have an appointment on Tuesday (11-20-18) should I wait keep monitoring the pain and tell my doctor on Tuesday?

I am so paranoid I don’t know what to do with myself!!!! 🤦🏼‍♀️