Honestly ..... 😩😭🙏🏻

I am only 4 weeks & 5 days but I’m so scared of having another miscarriage . Every pain that i feel i worry , every ounce of wetness i feel down there i have to run to the bathroom to see if it’s bleeding . I’m so terrified . I know i should just enjoy being pregnant but it’s so hard ... my first appointment isn’t until the end of the month & i feel as tho it’s taking so long for it to come.. i just pray that God keeps my baby safe and healthy 💙❤️