Feeling defeated

Heather

I’m 40 and have been trying to conceive for over a year. I’ve had 2 miscarriages around 7 weeks and finally got my BFP last week. I had my labs done only to have an HCG be 14 with a progesterone level of 3... since then the numbers dropped and now the bleeding has started. I’m feeling defeated as I watch so many women getting and staying pregnant and I want to so bad! Thanks for listening... sometimes venting helps!