I GIVE UP!!!

I haven’t tested for this month, my period is due soon but I just KNOW it’ll be another negative and I’m just done trying. Done taking ovulation tests, done having so much sex and waiting and waiting for nothing! Done tracking days, done with the negative tests. I’m just over it. Whenever it’s meant to be it will happen but as of now im over it. I give up. Had a “friend” who was “trying” and swore she couldn’t have kids even though she already had 2!! And knew how I’ve been trying for almost 7 months and told me she was pregnant as I was dealing with my dad’s death just a month ago. I’m over it. I’m sooo over it!!!