I’m done. Can’t stay on this app any longer.

Last week my blood test results showed high FSH level and everything else seemed normal. The doctor told me not to worry but he also said I can try IVF or adoption. I laughed it off but inside I was dying. I don’t think I ovulate. I think I have low ovarian reserve which doesn’t even make me a likely candidate for IVF. Which means I will never get pregnant. No wonder I’ve never had positive opk results. I’m so gutted and I can’t be on the app anymore. I wish everyone the best but I just know I’m not going to be one of the ones posting ‘can you see the second line?’ Or ‘OMG I’ve just got my BFP’ posts. I have to accept my fate. I don’t even want to see a fertility specialist. I’m done. I’m out. I’m 34 & I’m infertile.