Verbally abusive OVERBEARING MIL 🙄

Nicole

My husband and I have been together for ten years and we got married last year sept 2017. I have had issues with his mother since we started getting to know each other. I been a slut a bitch a whore I’ve never been shit never will be shit I’m insensitive I’m inconsiderate I’m disrespectful I’m selfish I’m this and I’m that ha I’ve been everything in the book to this woman. Crazy thing is I figured and was hoping that once my husband and I got married maybe juuuust maybe things would change she would start showing me respect but I guess not. I’ve read some of the stories and struggles and I can’t definitely relate to a lot of you. I just don’t know what to do anymore because to be honest neither my husband or her realize that both of them are part of the reason for my depression and anxiety. I feel like I have no one to turn to and what makes it worse is that I feel like I can’t go to my husband because he just doesn’t understand and won’t understand. I have always been a bad person in his mother’s eyes. She is a manipulator verbally abusive and a controller. And at this point I am absolutely DONE with it. The sad part is I’m considering divorce. She has got me to the point where I am reconsidering my marriage because my mental health is at stake and I feel like neither of them care. WTF DO I DO???????