My Miracle Baby! Skylar Grace

Valerie

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! I am pleased to announce the birth of my rainbow baby "SKYLAR GRACE" now this has been a loooonnngggg time coming after 12 years of trying lost EVERY

pregnancy, BUT GOD heard my prayers and saw my endless tears of wanting to have at least one live, healthy, normal, happy child that I can take home to raise. This pregnancy started as 4 babies and every time I went to the hospital for bleeding I lost one of my precious angels. As tears flowed each time I kept praying God PLEASE let me keep one. I KNOW that sounds crazy but to have NEVER heard a baby you had cry, bring home, you ALWAYS wonder what he/she would look like, ALWAYS going home a childless mother etc one child living out of 4 is better than none. YES my heart is broken from the others not making it BUT GOD spared me one and I am so thankful for that. On Thanksgiving morning I woke up at 6am in a little pain but not to much and something said unlocked my front doors just in case someone need to come in. I went to call my mother in law as I used the bathroom around 8am as we talked she noticed my voice was different and kept asking what was wrong. I told her I was having contractions but I was fine...lol as we talked she noticed I kept saying EVERY other minute I was saying hold on because NOW the pains were on 100. I was in full active labor and couldn't get off the toilet bc when one contraction was ending another was coming. At this point I was TERRIFIED bc I was at home alone. EVERYONE know that the situation with my husband and I BUT she called him and he came about 10 minutes later. At this point I am in so much pain I couldn't walk so him and my neighbor carried me to the car. We got to the hospital they evaluated me I was 6cm by the time they got me to labor and delivery I was 8cm. So I get hooked up to everything waiting and YESSSSSSSSSSSSS these pains were on 1,000 at this point but I'm holding on.. I FINALLY got the epidural which DIDN'T WORK...lol bc the guy did it in a area where I have a hole in my spine so yeah😤 I requested a doctor from OR and it worked but by the time they finished I was at 9.5cm at 11:30am and out she came at 1:15pm. YESSSSSSSSS she ripped some stuff inside and out. I had to get 14 stitches in and 10 out. The scariest part was she was NOT crying when she came out and I looked out the window and started praying. YESSSS I been through so much in my life NOT to worship God even in the bad times. As I prayed I heard a lil light noise and then it got EXTRA LOUD the sound of her scream took me out. I couldn't hold it any longer I cried and cried and cried bc for the first time in MY LIFE MY CHILD CRIED AND SHE'S OK. My sister said I cried for more than 20 minutes. Even my husband was crying bc when I looked at him he was trying so hard not to but how could anyone NOT cry ESPECIALLY those who KNOW what I've been through. I can say he was right there through EVERY contraction, tears as we prepared for our miracle. She came on Thanksgiving Day at 1:19pm, weight 5 pounds 14 ounces 19 inches long. I thank God for seeing me through ALLLL of this along with my family friends etc. So if you are discouraged I say don't give up bc I have PCOS, ENDOMETRIOSIS, one tube, incompetent cervix and some other issues but I kept the faith. I hope this give someone encouragement and I wish All of you luck.