Soooo where do I begin, I just got back home for being at the hospitsl for the third time... I have an inflammated pancreas.. and there is nothing they can do about it while im pregnant.

But to the goood news, on tuesday I saw our babys heart fluttering normally and healthy. ( hoping for a strong girl)

But the morning sickness is now at double strength thanks to the pancreas... throwing up all the time and just feeling crappy... AND tomorrow is our first anniversery, I feel terrible for being this sick and not have the strenght to do anything nice for my husband who really deserves it.

I had to cancelle our cruise because of everything and now we dont have anything planned which makes me feel as the worst wife in the entire world..

Sorry for the rant, but thanx for taking the time to read it❤️ positive energy to all of you and baby dust for everyone trying to concieve