Giving up

It’s going on seven years me and hubby been trying to have a baby of our own and just over the past couple of months all of our friends are becoming parents it’s not fair all of our friends just started to date ppl and bomb they pregnant and here we are trying our hardest don’t have money for ivf so natural is the only way I cry every time I see a pregnant couple when I’m taking a bath I cry when I’m cleaning I cry I know not to be selfish cause I already have two kids from previous relationship a 11 and 9 year old even doe he loves them like his own I know a baby will complete our family I wanna give up but I know not to lose faith and everything is on gods time but I feel like it’s never gonna happen and it’s breaking me down sorry guys I just needed to vent