12 DPO and still BFN

Starting to lose hope I really thought this month was my month! I’ve been getting all the side effects of feeling pregnant but maybe I’m just overly obsessing and making myself crazy.. technically AF isn’t due for a few more days but what are really the odds the BFN turns into a BFP? Here we go with another month of tracking it’s just so exhausting isn’t it? Both physically and mentally.. looking at a test 1,000 times wondering if you missed a line pop up! I’m literally driving myself crazy. My mom keeps telling me to stop worrying and stressing and it’ll happen but how do you do that especially as you near what would’ve been your due date? I was due end of January so only two more cycles to try before then. Baby dust to everyone! You’re not alone