My boyfriend and I are TTC. We both agreed and know for sure that we want this. Tmi but I know he loves blowjobs more than actual sex so theirs been times before when we just give each other head and be done. But now that we’re TTC obviously we have to have sex every time. I’m in my fertile window but have been struggling with OPK’s so I’m already stressed about that. Tonight I was giving him a blowjob and he kept saying he was about to cum, I slowed down because I didn’t want him to because he knows we need to have sex since it’s our fertile window. It got to the point where I was giving him a blowjob for like 15 minutes or longer it felt like, I know he was trying to cum that way, I started doing a shittier job so he’d be ready for sex and I’m not kidding but I actually got so frustrated that I was crying while giving him a blowjob. Finally I think he realized how shitty I was doing and that he wasn’t going to cum that way so we had sex. I’m just depressed. I know he’s in the moment but we have to have sex to get pregnant!