35+5 days and possible c section this Saturday

Denise • Hey girls hey 💁
I’m am absolutely freaking out! 
Had my weekly appointment yesterday and my BP was sky high my doc wants me to come back Thursday morning to check it again and if it’s high she’s going to admit me to the hospital for monitoring and to get steroids for his lungs and get him out on Saturday. I’ll be 36wks by then but isn’t he to small to come then - granted he’s measuring 2wks ahead and is estimated to be around 6-7lbs right now but the thought of having a NICU baby is terrifying. I don’t know how my BP is going to be lower I keep freaking out about the possibility of his early arrival. Has anyone been in this position before? I would feel so much better if he came after 37wks.