Feeling extra anxious this cycle!!!

This is my first cycle after my second miscarriage and this TWW is causing me so much anxiety!!!! I am only 4dpo and I am struggling. I just need to vent...

I got pregnant after one cycle with my first miscarriage and I am currently on my first cycle after my second. I am desperately hoping for a BFP but my mind is driving me crazy... What if it doesn’t happen this cycle or even the next few cycles, I am already at a year of trying and sex is starting to become a chore. TTC has definitely sucked the fun out.

I am also terrified of getting that BFP and it ending in another miscarriage. It just gets harder and harder every time. I just wish this wasn’t so damn difficult!!!!