Stretch marks 😓

I have a 16 month old and my stretch marks STILL haven’t faded by much. Words can’t describe how much I hate my body. And now I’m pregnant again. Of course I’m doing more and doing yoga. I’m going to try and not gain more than 15lbs this time. I’m also using the coco butter lotion in hopes of helping.. God why couldn’t I have been like those girls who snap back to their pre pregnancy body and have no stretch marks 😭