Me and my boyfriend are long distance relationship for about 3 years now, and we are planning to get married by 2020.

This year early June and End of September, I was sexually assaulted twice. The first one was random guy from the bar and the second one was from someone I know..

My bf have been supported through this traumatic events, but I just feel like we have been really distant emotionally. He told me that it's hard for him to not able to protect me since we are not physically together, but at the same time, I feel like he talks about other girls a lot ... it bothers me and I have mentioned this to him even before the assaults... he stopped for awhile, but then, while I an trying to heal, he sometimes mentioned about other girls he met or worked with before.....

I feel really hurt and I just want to hide in my room and be away from people ...