Surprise! NOT!

So my husband and I have been TTC for more than a year now. I'm 16 days late today. I had taken a test last week but it was negative so I thought I'd wait another week. My husband was gone for awhile today so I thought if it was positive then I can surprise him. I had just gotten done doing my thing and put it in the test when I heard the car pull up and a door shut. I hurried up and hid everything before I even looked at the test 🤦. We have a master bedroom so we don't even have a door to our bathroom and I'm waiting for him to get out of our room so I can look even though I know it's going to be way too late. I want to cry but I'm holding it in so he doesn't question me. I feel stupid for not even looking 🙄