I just need some support:(

I am so overwhelmed! So emotional! So exhausted!

My husband tries, but just doesnt understand.

Having a 12 day old, 7 year old, and 13 month old is so so so so much harder then i thought it would ever be!

Im just feeling like things should be starting to settle but instead im still just overwhelmed!

Im a very routine, almost ocd, person and my life seems so chaotic and unorganized!

I cry, and cry.

I feel like the new baby needs extra time because shes brand new, but at the same time i feel like i just want to spend a while uninterrupted day with my 13 month old because she misses me so much, then i feel guilt, for even thinking that the baby is taking away from my attentiveness to my 1 year old. And that doesnt even begin to cover my house, thats a mess, or my 7 year old, who also is feeking misplaced and overwhelmed.

And doctor appts. And errands. And pumping.

I feel like i have no one who understands, and i have no family here.

And ive got a terrible infection, and im sleep deprived. 😔