Don’t wanna get my hopes up

I’m supposed to be getting induced next week the night before my due date and I don’t even wanna get my hopes because with my luck I’m sure they will not have any rooms available or some other excuse if that’s the case I am going to have a complete break down my whole pregnancy has been agonizing and I just wanna meet my baby I also live about 45min away from the hospital so I’ll be extra pissed 🙄👎👎 also is anyone else eating everything because I know I am not gonna be able to pig out after I have the baby I’ve already gained 70lbs and am dedicated to lose all of it I was already over weight also because carrying around all the extra has been physically exhausting so yeah I’m getting all my cravings in now!