Living with my ex

hi,

I am currently living with my ex(we are working things out as we also gotta both work on each other, I was hospitalized due to having borderline personality disorder, depression and anxiety I ended up attempting suicide) and his mom. I’ve been here almost a month, paid half a month rent for nov and then rent for dec. I’ve been trying hard to get a job in this new to me town, and have had a couple interviews but no job yet. His mom still doesn’t respect me but is working on it and forgiving me, cause I ended up doing something ducked up that I can’t even forgive myself for. I’m worried I’m gonna get kicked out cause of not having a job yet, even though my ex doesn’t either. But she doesn’t believe me when I have tried so hard. I’m just scared cause I have no one or no one to go to.

I’m trying to keep this short but I will probably update it lol.

I need advice or something