Worst pain ever ..

Nel • March 2020 🌈👶🏽

On Tuesday, I saw some pink spotting when I used the bathroom and a piece of tissue / blood come out. I know my body & I knew something wasn’t right. I never spotted from the time I found out I was pregnant. Come Wednesday I had light cramping & bleeding , so I went to the emergency room. They took blood samples & urine samples & the pregnancy test was still positive, so they knew it was ending from my hcg levels dropping. I also had an ultrasound and I don’t think the technician saw much, because I wasn’t shown or told anything😪 I’m assuming I was 7 or 8 weeks when the baby “passed away” 🙁 I was given promethazine for nausea and sent home. Since Wednesday I have been bleeding heavily + clots & the cramps were/are HORRIBLEEE!!! The doctor could’ve at least warned me about that part 😣😩 I’ve been sitting on the toilet throughout the day just waiting on everything to pass. This is the most traumatic thing I’ve ever been through, but it won’t hinder me from trying to conceive in the future. I just know it wasn’t my time or baby’s time. I’m thankful for the short opportunity I had to carry the little one. 🙁