I have depression and anxiety And ptsd Bc I was in a car wreck that my mom and brother were also in and they died and then my dad died in a wreck a few years later and nobody understands how I feel and nobody takes me seriously but little do they know I cry myself to sleep almost nightly and I just want to die but not suicide Bc I don’t want it to hurt. People are always like well your not suicidal Bc you don’t cut and people are suicidal Bc they want something else to hurt worse than the pain they already feel but I just want to be happy and live my life and be taken seriously. I’m 14 yrs old and have a lot of life left but I can’t do that when I feel trapped with almost nobody by my side. Anybody else wanna unload?