Dear family

Fuck u! Each and every one of u. Expect my big sister jaz.. fuck u for making me feel as if im not enough. Fuck u for always picking on me about my looks. Fuck u for making my childhood a living hell. Fuck u for saying my mother abandoned me and my siblings when she was actually really dead. Fuck u for locking me in a basement and saying a monster was coming to eat me. Fuck u for making me sit on a stove top that was on just because i was 5 and i had peed my pants. Fuck you for making fun of my learning disability. Fuck you for always comparing me to my cousin and telling me that they were smarter or prettier and how u wish they were niece. Fuck u for saying i would go up to be homeless. Fuck u for saying that nobody will ever love me and that i was lucky enough to have ya as family..