Today I am struggling...

My wonderful sister in law (seriously she’s the best!!) gave birth to a beautiful baby girl this morning, I am so happy for their family but it also sucks for us.

They tried for years (in total almost 7 years) for their 2 beautiful girls. So she’s been a huge support for me and definitely fielded questions/comments from our in-laws. But today I can’t help but feel defeated. We’ve been trying for over a year and nothing. And to top it all off today is the beginning of my TWW. I’m trying to stay positive and keep my fingers crossed - but snuggling my new niece hurt my heart a bit since we so badly want a baby of our own.

Thanks for being a safe space for me to vent.