Just need to vent somewhere .....

I am almost 39 weeks pregnant. Due right at Christmas, but was really hoping for an early surprise. Well I am still completely closed. No signs of baby coming and I can’t stop crying over it. I know I sound like a cry baby but I just want my baby here before Christmas. Nothing has helped me dilate. I’m starting to give up.

😭😭 maybe it’s the hormones. Don’t know