Newbie trying

My boyfriend and I have been trying to convince for a couple of months. I know it’s not long at all. I’ve taken birth control pills, to the iud (which I hated with a passion), to the arm implant. I had the implant taken out 7 months early from when I’m suppose to. I was happy when I got it taken out in Oct and had little period a few weeks later. Between the iud and arm implant I haven’t had a period in years so I was a little worried about not being “back on track”. I’m 25 days late now. My boyfriend has been convinced that I’m pregnant even though I’ve told him I’m not because I’ve taken numerous tests all of them were negative. We’re so excited to start a family!!! The other day he bought me a different pregnancy test because he was convinced that the ones I had were defective. We’re open about EVERYTHING but when it comes to bathroom time usually we don’t leave the door open or whatever cause that’s our “our time” so to say. When I was getting ready to take the test I couldn’t open the package cause I had to pee so bad. He opened it for me and waited. I peed on the stick places it on the windowsill while he immediately came over to watch it. Mind you the window is next to the flush so he had to lean over me to watch it. He was sooo excited. And was sooo disappointed when it showed only one line. I was so heartbroken that I wanted to cry cause I felt like I had failed him. I know it takes a while for the body to get use to hormone changes and that it would take a while to get pregnant but we were hopeful.

Just looking for some more support from a lady’s side of things. My boyfriend is so supportive and tells me not to worry and that it’s not my fault but sometimes you just need a woman’s side of things.

Thanks gals for letting me vent lol