Stayed home from work today...

38+3 and I decided to stay take today off. I work the back office of a busy Internal Medicine office. I have been having constant but irregular contractions and I feel like (TMI sorry) I need to stay close to the bathroom. I’m hoping labor is coming soon. As much as I am fully enjoying this pregnancy, I’m very ready to meet our princess. I was 1cm at 37 weeks and the Dr I saw today didn’t do a check so Idk if I’m even progressing. 😩 Just feeling defeated today...