I’m having a hard time with my emotions today. To summarize, my mom has health problems and last year it got really bad. Many trips to the hospital and couldn’t get any answers. We now know what we are fighting and working on a treatment plan. Today while we were talking she said that the pain got so bad last year that if it had continued she would’ve ended up.. hurting herself. Then she told me about someone she went to school with- back in high school his dad killed himself because he was in so much pain and he said he understood and wasn’t mad at him.

I am sobbing thinking about how I wouldn’t know what to do if I lost my mom