Scared!!

This is my 4th baby I'm 9w I'm so scared I wish I could hear my baby with a home dopler 😞 my next app. Isn't until 2 more weeks and I already had a missed miscariage in 2016 I was 13w but baby stoped growing at 11w 😞 My 🌈 Baby also stop growing at 32 w thankfully she was born at 37w healthy weighing 4lbs Doc. Didn't even know she wasn't growing 😥 ... I'm afraid that the same thing will happen but I try to be positive, I feel Fine just nausea all day which I'm happy about.. But still worried 😒😞