Here's a story no one knows

No one not even my closet friends knows my whole life I was jumping from home to home with different families, no one knows I was abused when I was younger, no one knows that my uncle was died in the river of the gulf of Mexico, no one knows my brother went missing was killed and told us how he was killed, no one knows after my brother death my grandma died from kidney failure, no one knows a I attempted suicide ( I took so any pills even the narcotic pills that are used for my back) but for some reason I fought it off, no one knows my husband kiss and did some things with one of my closest friends a month before we got together and didn't tell me after we got married this sent to be insecure on how I look at myself, no one knows all this happened within three years.

After all this I became pregnant I don't know what was going through my mind I was confused,angry, and happy.

One thing that everyone does know is I have a baby and I live for her and I am living not only because of my own will but of gods. This little precious thing of life is keeping me going.

So I encourage you to keep going because there are blessing up ahead.