The real life Grinch

UHG sorry I gotta vent.

Is anybody else not looking forward to 2019? It’ll mark 3 years for us. But more so, I know SO many people who are gonna have babies in 2019. Like it’s crazy. Friends and family are gonna be popping them out like every single month and I just don’t know how I can handle it.

Also not looking forward to Christmas because that’s when my period is due. (I know how rude is that??) I took Letrozole this cycle (our 2nd cycle) but idk, I’m just not hopeful about it. I usually am really cheery and happy this time of year, but not this year. I’m like the grinch lol.

I’ve just kinda lost a lot of faith and hope, ya know?

But besides that, if anyone else feels this way, feel free to also vent. It’s getting tougher by the day....