Sex is boring

You heard it. Sex is boring. I’ve been with my partner for a while now. And I just feel like our sex life is getting boring. I don’t remember the last time I had a proper orgasm. It kinda frustrates me... but I can’t bring myself to tell him. I’ve tried to hint to him, but nothing.

We have an arrange of sex toys of all sorts, from vibrators to rabbits, I have all sorta of blindfolds and even restraints on our bed. He used to use them all the time... it was great.

He used to suffer from pre ejection so that’s why he used all of it. He wanted me to feel good and then himself... but he refuses to use any if it now and he doesn’t do to much for me anymore, a bit of a fingering that’s about it and normal sex. Heck I don’t remember the last time he went down on me and I gave him a blow job yesterday!! Hoping he would pay me back by going down on me but nothing 😕

I just don’t know what to do. I’ve been in a bad mental state for a while and I just want my adventurous sex back 😭😭