I was excited for TTC and now I’m terrified


So my husband and I just decided to TTC and I was so excited because originally he didn’t want to try until mid 2020 and now it’s so much closer :)

So I downloaded this app to track ovulation and get ready and I was pleasantly surprised to see the community and generally how supportive and excited everyone is for everyone else.

However, now I’m terrified. It just seems that there are so many women who struggle to get pregnant and have been trying for so long. And I know that number is skewed because they are TTC boards and women who get pregnant aren’t seen after as much. But there are so many good people that struggle and get their hearts broken....and I don’t deserve a baby any more than they do, so maybe I will too. Anyone else in the same kind of boat? Just anxious?