Testing ... 8/9 dpo

Toni • Soon to be Mrs. Cloud💍StepMommy to a 16yr old 🤴🏽Mommy of a 10yr old 👸🏽 princess & 9yr old 🤴🏽 prince💕✨💕 TTC baby #3

Anyone else have the urge to POAS? I’m contemplating this very hard, but I also don’t want to feel down in the dumps if it’s negative 🙄 can’t tell you the amount of prayers are sent up daily, hoping every symptom is leading to a BFP. I told myself I’d use restraint & also not stress so much about it, but we want this so badly