I don’t want a baby!

In early March I found out I was pregnant! I was nervous but so excited at the same time this baby was an accident but I could already see it. On March 22nd I started bleeding I was having a miscarriage. I’m not going to say my age but I am young. I kept trying to find a reason why this would happen and I couldn’t find one. Me and my boyfriend broke up while I was still pregnant but I wanted to try again so I decided to use a sperm donor. Now fast forwarding to today I tried one time and it didn’t work. I was going to try again but I realized IM NOT READY!!! I’m still in college I don’t want to “enjoy” my college experience but I want to find a guy who I want to marry and have babies with LATER. I want to finish college then think of kids! Yes the miscarriage was traumatic but I’m so not ready to be responsible on shaping another human. That’s all I had to say