SEX??

okay so this guy i knew for a long time , we grew up together basically, he’s always made it clear that he wanted me ( not sure if just sexually) but we would kid and touch each other but no sex bc i had a bf back then but we recently had sex over the summer for the first time and it didn’t start off great but he would kiss me and feel on me but now when we have sex he doesn’t even kiss me first thing he does is ask for head .. i do then it’s backshots... fml.

thoughts ? if you were in my shoes would you continue if you want sex too ?