Not sure how to feel...

I get this letter telling me that he’s getting out (yes I realized I posted this late and that he’s been out a day) so I call my lawyer today and she told me that probably by the time they served him the papers that he was either moved or already out on parole... she said my address was left out so he really only knows that I live in Chicago somewhere, well here’s the problem my children live in the state of Mississippi and technically I don’t legally have my kids rn (I don’t want to talk about it it’s too complicated!!! 😩😩😩😩😩) and all the stuff I just went through with that man I don’t want to worry about him trying to do something to me when I come back to get my kids bc I just divorced him and before the time I got free from him he told me I was never getting a divorce from him unless it was through death by his hands for a lack of better words any ways bc i doubt you will see what it say bc its says... but basically its saying that they felt my ex-husband was “REHABILITATED” at this point and didn’t see the need to further incarcerate him but he’d be on parole supervision bc they feel that’s “MORE BENEFICIAL” to him... 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ and that his tentative date was Dec. 19th ( which just passed) pending the documentation procress. Well anyways speaking to my lawyer or really i think it was his assistant really she said that bc of this he MAY NOT have gotten the papers served to him prior to his release date and that it would be in the legal part of the paper saying that a divorce is pending and that he could appeal otherwise i could get the divorce by default but they still need a way to serve him the papers, therein is part of my problem other half is I’d be scared shitless if i ever had to go back anytime soon to get my sons to bring them back here bc he thinks he can work this out with me and there IS NO WORKING 💩💩💩💩💩OUT WITH HIM knowing what i know about him i also feel like once he get back around his “HOMEBOYS” they are gonna enable him to go back to doing the same thing all over again and that’s what scares me I go back even just for a visit I have to worry about looking over my shoulders constantly in fear that he’ll try to find me and just finish me off... that’s a-lot of why i moved like I did to start my life ALL OVER and BRAND NEW. The lawyer’s assistant suggested getting a order of protection but there was something about bc its in another state it would have to register there just to register here or something like that. We have nothing together no property, no children (thank God) and no vehicle or anything else together but still in the back of my head i’m worried that he’ ll just wait for the right time to pop up on me and it’ll ALWAYS be when I LEAST EXPECT IT!!!🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ I’m gonna look more into that order of protection but ik i would still need it either way even if i went back to Mississippi just to visit them...😩😩😩😩😩😭😭😭😊😭🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬