Feel so alone

I’m 30 weeks tomorrow and when we found out I was pregnant me and my boyfriend got our own house together.

I feel so alone living here, he sits downstairs and plays on his PlayStation or watches football and because I don’t e joy sitting there watching him do that I go upstairs and watch films by myself. He comes up to be about half 12 1 and I’m asleep by then.

I have said to him plenty of times I want some time together but it doesn’t happen.

I knew he smoked weed but I didn’t realised how much he smoked either. I quit smoking when I found out I was pregnant and he said he’d do the same but he hasn’t, he has about 6-7 joints each night. I’ve told him I don’t want him smoking it when the baby is here and he’s said he won’t but I don’t really believe him.

I’m in the house by myself all the time, I only live down the road from my dad so I’m there every single day but he’s been at work all day come in made a cigarette and left to go the pub.

We don’t cuddle, kiss, have sex anymore there’s just absolutely nothing between us and I don’t know what to do