Am I right or just being dramatic?

So I’m not sure if this is the right one to post this to but oh well🤷🏻‍♀️ I feel as if I’m really ugly... There are moments where I just feel like I’m not even cute... Sometimes I feel like I’m really beautiful and I get really motivated to stay that way but whenever I see someone I think is cute or someone else my own age all of that goes away... I start comparing myself to them. Thinking things like “if only my legs were skinnier” or “my hair is just not even that beautiful” and the worst of them all “They are much prettier, and skinnier than you are so you don’t even have a chance with that guy... She’s obviously his type..” I constantly tell myself I am beautiful but that only works so many times with me before I think about it again... Growing up I had people talk behind my back but I never cared... I don’t even feel pretty enough to talk to a guy I like because I feel like he’s gonna reject me because I’m not his type or heck even the body trend🙇🏻‍♀️

Disregard my dirty bathroom but this is me... I just don’t know how to deal with this... My family says I look cute or my hair is cute but I don’t feel like that... This is just really difficult to deal with... Am I right about feeling that way??