Fingers crossed so hard they might break!

~p

So we’re trying for baby #2 after 8 years of off and on trying, chemical pregnancies, and a couple heart breaking miscarriages... this is the first month that I’ve started using this app. It posted my ovulation date kind of late but I did spot very light brown for those two days..

All month I’ve tried using the ovulation test strips but none of them got as dark as the control line... so I’m nervous about that. AF is due in about four days now and I’ve had weird pulling like cramps for past two days but not as hard or sharp as my normal cramps.. keep getting big bfn but I’m trying not to count myself out till AF shows up again. I know I sound pathetic but I feel like I’m broken or something cause it was a first try first bfp with my son and then nothing nada.. at least I feel different this month... thrown up the past three days, breasts hurt bad, etc. just hoping this is it