Im resentful that im still pregnant

Ill try to make this short.. i know i should be grateful that i can even have a baby. But ive never been more miserable in my life. At night i just want to cry and cry because im in so much pain. Half of my pregnancy i was throwing up so much and now i dont but im still miserable. I feel like my pelvis is splitting in half and the heartburn makes me want to die. I dont get any sleep because im hurting so bad. I miss any sort of sexual attention from my boyfriend. I dont get any anymore. I dont blame him because im giant now. I just know we wont have any intimate time when our daughter is born. Here i am crying in the middle of the night. I just want to feel loved and attractive but i dont. Im resentful that i havent gave birth yet because i want my body back to myself.. i want to be me again. It sounds dramatic but i feel so depressed