Sick with worry after 2 chemicals

Hi all!

So yesterday I got a BFP!! I was totally shocked as I didn’t expect it.

We started trying around Feb this year and I was so happy when in April I got my BFP, only a few days later I started bleeding and read up about it being a chemical pregnancy, I was devastated. Fast forward a month and hey presto I was pregnant again May 2018, where unfortunately a few days after my BFP I started bleeding again :( I then got myself a new job so decided we needed to stop trying for a while as I couldn’t exactly go into a new job and spring on then that I’m pregnant straight away. So that brings us to now. We was gonna start trying again in the new year! Before I thought it was gonna be hard for my to get pregnant as my periods are literally all over the place so I was using the clear blue ovulation kit. But we BD’d a few times this month and when I say a few a mean about 3!!! I know that’s it 3 😂😂 then over the past few days I’ve been having some tight pullings down below and weird thick white discharge so I thought to myself let’s just try just to be sure. And I could not believe the result, a faint pink line, I took a second one to make sure they wasn’t just an evap line but it’s there!!!! I don’t know when I ovulated or exactly when my last period was as we wasn’t trying I wasn’t keeping count so I don’t know whether I have taken this early or not :/ I’m so so scared it’s going to happen again and it will be another chemical. I’m promising myself not to take anymore tests as this was my first sign last time I kept getting positives but they were getting fainter and fainter. Has anyone on this group had multiple chemicals and then gone on to have a normal pregnancy? I don’t think I could take another one it hurts to much 😢😢😢 I just want my baby now and my little girl wants her a little brother or sister. Thanks for any advice 😘😘😘😘