So when I was five I had a stalker and this person would follow me around without me knowing. This person knew where I lived and everything about me my social security number... everything. So 8 years later I got a text saying it was one of my old friends and I believed it I was overly happy to hear from him. Then he started asking for nudes of me and I kept saying no to it or just changing the subject over and over again. Then at the end of our convo he said that it wasn't my friend that it was a grown man that was at my house but the first thing I thought was crap I'm home alone. So I called my mom crying so hard she couldn't tell wht I was saying so then i heard something and i told her come home now someone is at our house idk where but it is. So then she called the police and had them come to the house before her so nothing would happen to her or me. So I knew where our guns were so I got one and loaded it and started to go around the house seeing if there was anything but I didnt go outside.. finally the police got there and no one was to be seen. And they tried tracking the phone number it was from where I lived but they couldnt catch the person so I'm 14 now and that was last year and I still dont trust anyone around me I hate the feeling of going to stores or shopping because I always get the feel that someone is watching me.. it's to the point where i didnt go home i was terrified to be there again cuz its happened 2 times its gonna happen again I see it coming. But the thing is since all this happened its given me anxiety about my house and family idk who to trust and not trust anymore.. so everytime I come home I instantly feel unsafe. And all at the same time fighting depression.. and all at once I tried to commute suicide 4 times since I was 10