SHE ruined my NYE

I’m gonna cry

I have a friend and that friend well I wouldn’t say that she is my best friend because she just kind of become my enemy She doesn’t know I don’t like her and I have no intentions telling her that but she have officially ruined my new year eve

I don’t know how to tell you this but I have a bigggg crush on a boy she hangs out with and I do too and I think she has crush on him too. problem here is that I was invited to go to his friends place (for New Years) with my friend ( who doesn’t like her too) and my crush will be there too and now all of sudden plans changed because she invited them (my crush and his other 2 friends) to her place on NYE and she just ruined everything and I just wanna cry all night right now.

You probably think I’m overreacting but I’m not he is my first real crush and every time I think of him I get butterflies 😊❤️ He is amazing boy he’s beautiful inside and out he’s loyal, funny and his lips and eyes oh my god

And now because of her I just think that probably he’s never gonna even be mine I’m ugly😭😭☹️

Hope you understand ❤️❤️