I may be losing my dream job because of my ex-husband not stepping up AGAIN. I've been struggling so hard and finally found a teaching position that will get me out of debt. It came with SO many costs and I've spent almost $200 I didn't have on physical and TB test (I don't have insurance), background check, fingerprints, etc. I have $150 left for 2 weeks and I'm already panicking. As I'm laying in bed, I remember that I also have to pay $90 for my son to start preschool that is due my first day of work (01/02). I ask my ex husband who has been fired 3 times in the last year if I can borrow $90 for our sons preschool. Mind you, he doesn't pay child support. He told me he doesn't have it. I'm sick to my stomach. It's like even when I try to lift myself up, I can't.