So idek where to start and this is probably more of a rant but..I've been with my boyfriend for 2 and a half years and currently 17 weeks pregnant tomorrow🙈 (I'm 20 and he's 22) Our first reaction was that we can't do this, especially since I'm in my last year at university! However, since it's been ages trying to decide what to do and clearly haven't got anywhere with it, I've become used to the idea and although not ideal I'm more okay with continuing the pregnancy🙈 BUT my boyfriend has always maintained he's not ready which I completely understand so I don't want to make him go through with something that he doesn't want to but at the same time I just want him to want it to at least a little bit? He's said that he will support me and not leave me if we do go through with it but I'm scared on losing him too🙁

I'm sorry for the read but I really don't know what to do, both our parents know but he's not up for telling anyone else and got annoyed with me when I was planning on telling my family over Christmas😪