I just started college last semester and I don’t enjoy it. I made 0 friends but I do have a boyfriend. It just feels like my life is just repeating. Everyday is the same.

1. Get up and get dressed

2. Get on the bus and go to school

3. Attend class

4. Take the bus home

5. Do assignments

6. Shower and go to sleep.

Since I take the bus home, I really don’t want to join any clubs.

I don’t know what I can do to make myself enjoy it. I’m not a party person I don’t drink or smoke. I’m not very sociable either. I have social anxiety and anti-social.

My grades aren’t that good even though I’m trying so hard.

I want to just quit going but I know it’s something I need to do. But it feels like I’m just forcing myself at this point.