Is it too early to be sad??

Erin • Married. Pregnant with Baby #1

I’m 32 and feel like I have this clock ticking down on how long I have to get pregnant. I work in the medical field so I have all these extra worries from what I have seen and know about getting pregnant after 35. We have been TTC for 9 months which I know isn’t long but i am really get down about the process. I don’t feel like I can talk to people about it cause we haven’t been trying that long. Am I crazy to be so sad about it this early?