Baby Fever in reality

I’m only 18 and baby fever has hit me .. my fiancé as well .

We’ve talked about kids before and are meh about the idea . When it happens it happens .. I feel like I should be more prepared ie buy clothes and diapers before I get pregnant ect. Annd at the same time we fee like it would be so much stress and take away so much from out “ exploring our lives “ buttt at the same time I don’t want to be a “ older parent .. not to offend anyone but my mom had me at 18 so I guess it’s normal for me to want to not be too much older than my kid 🤷🏻‍♀️..

reality and my baby maker are competing and I really want y’all experiences if you’ve been in something similar 😊😊